stresses

This week has been stressful. Trying to make big decisions about my future is hard. So I am also trying to figure out my finances and going back to school and setting up a budget and I came to a sad realization. . . i don't make a lot of money. :o(

Yeah i know this should have been a realization before and it has been but my goodness, it has hit me more this week. I have tried to sit down with rachel and her brother has so graciously to help me out...putting it all down on a list. Not fun.

But a fun note yesterday while I was in my car and saw a homeless man and he was playing the drums...however he was not listening to any music and he was playing drums that did not exist. However he seemed like he knew what he was doing. That made me smile.